Negative

Talking and thinking about project, i became very demoralised.
The thought of my group members.
The fear of doing this project after the project last semester with the same 2 of my current group members and got a fail grade.
So do you think i still have the motivation to do project again with them?
I don wanna do with 2 of my group members.
But teacher required minimum 5 people! So..what can i do? Look for another 2, dont want these 2 and make enermies?? Haiz... Life in school is getting harder and harder. Maybe i chose the wrong school? Took the wrong path?? But whatever it is, i cannot regret! Haiz..

The reason why i dont like 2 of my group members is because they dont seem to commit in studies and the project. Work, play and friends are seem more important to them. Studying is just doing the motion of getting the piece of "paper". So to them, they dont put much effort in studying. They may on the surface say wan High Distinction, but actually deep in their heart, they just hope for a pass. In that case, our goals are not the same. Why should we be doing project together? If they dont put effort in study, that is their problem, DONT implicate the others!!!

Do you know that just TWO days BEFORE the EXAMS, they can actually go for a holiday?? Not say they got study very hard before the exams. Not say they dont need study then can score good results. In the end what they got? Just a PASS! What if not lucky(touchwood), fail how? So, do you think i should mix around with these kind of people and even let them do project with me?? I am not god, i cannot change people's school of thoughts neither am i angel, i cannot counsel them to commit in their studies. Haiz..

*deep in thoughts*

Sad..who can enlighten me?? Haiz.. *sighs*

Life just keep going like that.....