I figure out already. I love my dar, yes I love him but he made me very disappointed. I always thought he is very different from all the other guys but recently he made me feel very disappointed, very very disappointed. All those words that he said, all those that he has promised me, are those just lies? Or are they only sweet nothings during dating period that become NOTHING after marriage? If you can't do something, don't promise it. If you have promise it, fulfill it. Keep your promise. If you don't, you make the other party lose trust and faith in you.